Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
She is loneley, even thoug you can't tell
She is reaching out

For what? She don't know,
She will continue to sit in silence,
And hope that someone may stumble across,
Her and all of her emptiness,

Everyone is being alive,
She sits alone in her dreams,
Inviseble tears fall, unnoticed, unseen.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me? She asked to air

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me? She asked again x Fantasy

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Name; Fantasy
Zodiac; Aquarius
Education; Psychology
Relationship; Single
Lives; in her own world
Hobby; Drawing, Painting, Dancing, Writing, Gaming, Reading
Pets; Cat Sylfayen
Color; Black and Purple


Disney movies, Cars, Art, Music,
Make-up, Allstars, Movies, Quotes, Books, Black Panthers,
Piano, Final Fantasy, Harry Potter,
Twilight saga, Sleeping, Harajuki
Dancing, Gaming, Playstation, Call of Duty. All 4 Seasons
Dragonball Z, D&G;the one, Pictures, Stories
Library's, Musea, Guitar, Sylfayen (L), Anime & Manga, History


Hate, Liars, Sneaky people that like to gossip too much,
War, Discrimination, Politics, Distinction, Ignorance,
Being ignored, Feeling invisible, Monthly Period, Alcohol,
Drugs, Intimidation, Superficiality, Backstabbers


- New Haircut
- New clothes
- New school stuff
- Visting L.
- Have a sleepover
- Go to the movies
- Having diner at the Wok
- Make a Character for my story
- Make a story chapter




19/07/09 - 26/07/09


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Friday, 24 July 2009

Some day you will be old enough to start reading fairy tales again. - C.S Lewis

Hii !

At this moment;
-Mood; Strange -My outfit; short skirt and black top -Hairstyle; pony tale -Perfume; just deoderant -Make Up; Black eye pencil and mascara
-Listening to; The sound of my laptop being on -Longing for; A nice hot bath -Eating/Drinking; Fanta! -Currently missing; A lot of things right now -Thinking; He's back..

Just a quick post because I don't have anything to report actually..
Yes yes! I got a new haircut ^_^
I only need to change the haircolor but that will take a while before I have the time for it.
And when I have it all completed I will post a picture =) like some sort of before and after thingy. Enjoy your weekend !


Untill Next Time xoxo

Thursday, 23 July 2009

I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. - Dr.Seuss

Merlin's beard!

Here is a picture
I just watched Harry Potter and the half blood prince, even though I read the book the movie lived a bit up to my expectations. This freaking movie that was supposed to be published on november 2008 and they replaced it till 2009. Hello wtf guys?!Anyway..

I was kind of angry they didn't put the fight scene in the movie at the end of the book and instead of that they just made some sort of weird scene where Ginny and Harry were running after Deatheaters. o_O rightt....And Snape saying that he was the halfblood prince on a really fast way that was also really bull! This whole freakin movie was based on 'the halfblood prince', I mean come on people..

And I read some reviews that people complained about the 'lack of magic' on this movie. Well I'm 50/50 on this one. I agree because usually it's all about magic, but I don't agree is because the movie is keep getting darker and it isn't a little children movie anymore.
Besides that I'm happy with the results ^_^

At this moment;

-Mood; Insomnia kind of feeling -My outfit; Black halter top with yellow shorts -Hairstyle; hair knot -Perfume; Miss Sixty Rock Muse -Make Up; Black eye pencil and mascara

-Listening to; A song called Pendulum - 9000 miles -Longing for; Something to eat -Eating/Drinking; Applejuice and no food -Currently missing; Still making up my mind rather to miss him or not -Thinking; That I just had a deja vu

Let's change the subject. I love final fantasy, I really do. If I could be anything and I mean ANYTHING in this world I would be a final fantasy character! As me ofcourse not someone else. I wish Cloud was real btw ^_^"
I just took a test that says wich final fantasy character are you?
Well I became RIKKU !! and yeah the description is really similar

What Final Fantasy Character are You "Most" Like?
Your Result: Rikku

Its hard to shut you up sometimes but you can make those around you laugh and entertained. That makes you the most like Rikku.

Not only do you have a bubbly attitude and can make any disaster into a success, you are also very good at fixing things. Whether it be mechanical, computerized or just trying to figure out how to use the tv remote. And you never need to read the directions.

You know who you are and you dont' let anyone tell you otherwise. And you are very loyal to your friends.But you know what its like to be an outcast, and you dont take kindly to disrespect. So watch out that your mouth doesn't get you into trouble.

What Final Fantasy Character are You "Most" Like?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

My dad is currently at the hospital (again) because he throws up a lot. He had cancer and now he's cured but because of the chemo and stuff he is really exhausted and isn't physically and emotionally stable anymore. I really hope he gets well I really do. It's an awfull thought just to look at him and being scared that if you get your graduation of college or getting married and he won't be able to be there. *casting out this thought*

I had a meeting with my training period speculator. My mom went with me because we decided after my meeting we would drink a coffee together in the mall. I don't know if I'm supposed to be happy or not with this whole school thing. I wanted to be psychologist for the youth and because they don't have it in a near city where I live, I had to travel half the country to follow that school. But my mom didn't want to because she had no one left and wanted me close to her blablabla and it touched me so I decided to do work with older people for now untill I graduate. My mom is happy, but am I? Well I think I'm happy because I mad her happy, but it makes me sad at the same time. I promised myself that if I really feel that I don't belong there the next half year I will take of and travel half the country just to do what my heart desires. So I'm gonna take a widget for a countdown of a half of year, and we'll see what happends in that time right?

I slept the whole day, I don't understand. The 27th I have an appointment with the hospital because of it. They say I have to much stress blabla and theyre gonna let me recover. o_O sure dude..whatever..

My salary is comming tomorrow! Yes yes yes! Finally I get to get a new haircut and clothes and school stuff. I'm doubting wich color I do. Here are examples of the colors I want. I will just pick one of them of course but I'm still doubting which one! (btw as I told you I LOVE HARAJUKU!)

I don't have nothing more to share right now, so I'm gonna dive in my Deathly Hollows book or propably just watch a movie =)

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Untill Next Time xoxo

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

Obsessed by a fairy tale, we spend our lives searching for a magic door and a lost kingdom of peace. - Eugine O'Neill


This is my first blog ever so while your reading this I wonder how you found my blog..*akward silence*
No just joking ofcourse. So I'm Fantasy (not my real name ofcourse but I'd rather stay anonymous for a while and besides this name suites me as the best, still need to get used to this whole blog world I just made part of though).

Well you could describe me as a sort of an outcast, silence type. With the deep dark eyes who I like to intimidate people with lol. Inside my mind there is a lot going on, but isn't your mind to? *thought so =)*

The reason I picked this template is because I love this kind of worlds. Just like Hogwarts -sigh-.
*dreaming* Gosh if only there would be a school like that it would be like heaven! *snaps out of it* Hey..a girl can dream right? And if you don't know what Hogwarts is, I suggest you hit google and ofcourse give your self a slap in your face =).

My 50% I love list or something I can only come up with right now ^_^;

I love to draw, I love to game (all playstation consoles, and ofcourse online shooter games ^^ I know rare for a girl right, I know you have this image now of a tomboy or something, trust me if you would see me walking down the street, the last thing you think of me as an tomboy or something lol, you would just think I'm afraid of braking my nail or something like that ), I love to write stories, I love to make fantasies, I love harajuku and Tokyo (no I'm not asian dumbass), I love to change my style every now and then complete with clothes and haircut, I love music, I love dancing, I love art, I love final fantasy (!), I love rare things, I love anime and manga, I love Harry Potter (!), I love books, I love my mini library, I love the night, I love movies, I love my ipod, I love my little cat Sylfayen, I love nature, I love quads and cars, I love my guitar (even though I trashed it months ago *anger manegement dude it's just damnation O_O), I love my future guitar that I'm gonna buy again some day lol, I love my family even though I can't stand them most of the time.
Yeah i say I love a lot I know I know..

Wait..aren't you thinking why I'm not saying I love my friends like usualy girls do? News flash buddy, there aren't such things as 'friends' *makes disgusted face*. I of most people know, trust me on that one.

Anyway enough for tonight, it's really but I mean really late (notice; the sun is almost coming up o_O). I know I have some sort of insomnia or something or I don't know what it is. Living by the night and sleep during the day. Ofcourse not the whole day. I just love the night, the peace and quiet like the whole world is sleeping, just loveley! *akward silence again*...righttttt let's continue then..

To end this bloody long blog with a perfect picture of....(drums pleaseeeee!)


yesssssss HOGWARTS !

Come on admit it! Harry potter just rocks ^_^

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Untill Next Time xoxo